22nd of October 2012

An important person to us just passed away.  This hurt more than I expected.  He had battled a rare form of cancer for over 7 years.  I won't mention his name or his relation to us because that was one thing he requested.  He didn't want his passing to be announced in any form.  So I'll respect that.

He left me this note about courage.  Of the many kind words I've received about Niko, these words resonated with me.

"Your heart must break many times a day. 

From here on, it's all about courage, for courage will give you strength. No point fretting about miracles, wonder cures, medical breakthroughs.  That will take away your strength.  What's in your hands is loving, and there I feel your total commitment."